I said I fucking learned, didn't I?! I even told you back then that I wouldn't fucking do it again, when I was fucking bowing on the ground at your feet! Good to know that you didn't understand anything I said. Thanks. If I can endure shitty treatment for all those years, I don't have any doubt that I can keep my promise, because if there's anything I'm good at, I'm good at enduring shit and I'm gonna fucking keep my promise. Like how you just keep screaming assumptions about me and I'm just standing here and fucking taking it.
[ It's bitter, and he might as well spit on the ground. ]
If I didn't make that promise to myself, the moment the townspeople turned their backs on us, I would have shot and killed everyone on the spot, because everything that interferes with me living a happy life here would have to die. I wouldn't need anything like that, but at least I'm going to try to persuade the townspeople! I'm not going to kill anyone in the town! What were you doing? Thinking it was useless? That there was no use in trying?! At least I'm doing my best so that everyone can get through this safely! You're the one that's not cooperating with us anymore, being like this, aren't you?! Why else would you be here after being like that--being tired of everything? The Attendants told me that no one can get through this by themselves, and that includes me, you asshole! Get it straight! I can't do it, and neither can you, no matter how much you want to!!
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[ It's bitter, and he might as well spit on the ground. ]
If I didn't make that promise to myself, the moment the townspeople turned their backs on us, I would have shot and killed everyone on the spot, because everything that interferes with me living a happy life here would have to die. I wouldn't need anything like that, but at least I'm going to try to persuade the townspeople! I'm not going to kill anyone in the town! What were you doing? Thinking it was useless? That there was no use in trying?! At least I'm doing my best so that everyone can get through this safely! You're the one that's not cooperating with us anymore, being like this, aren't you?! Why else would you be here after being like that--being tired of everything? The Attendants told me that no one can get through this by themselves, and that includes me, you asshole! Get it straight! I can't do it, and neither can you, no matter how much you want to!!