Yeah. That kind of pisses me off, you know? "I'll never be able to make up for it all," so you give up and don't bother trying.

[ Kido is not as nice about this, I'm so sorry. ]

Shitty people do shitty things, but they can get better. Accepting your bad traits is one thing, but there's no point in stewing in them. More important is: what are you going to do about it?