[ But even as she says that, she can't help the shiver that crawls down her back, the nagging thoughts about why they had chosen these names in the first place, why they insisted to keep it up after all this time. It made her feel cool and important and like a proper leader— none of the others cared about that sort of thing; it was only for Kido's sake that they clung to something silly like that.
"Kido" is cool, strong and reliable and you can count on her for anything. A proper leader. The name should embody what she is, but she doesn't know if it does anymore. She doesn't like thinking about it, so she turns away from it. 45 shouldn't know any of her doubts, but with the way the Attendants seem to know more on each of them than they let on, the suspicion is still there. ]
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[ But even as she says that, she can't help the shiver that crawls down her back, the nagging thoughts about why they had chosen these names in the first place, why they insisted to keep it up after all this time. It made her feel cool and important and like a proper leader— none of the others cared about that sort of thing; it was only for Kido's sake that they clung to something silly like that.
"Kido" is cool, strong and reliable and you can count on her for anything. A proper leader. The name should embody what she is, but she doesn't know if it does anymore. She doesn't like thinking about it, so she turns away from it. 45 shouldn't know any of her doubts, but with the way the Attendants seem to know more on each of them than they let on, the suspicion is still there. ]