After... all that happened last month, and I was in the hospital.
[ Honestly, the week or so after her death was and still is a haze of screaming and crying and nightmares, that she doesn't know who knows or how much and she doesn't expect Sasuke to know the details of what happened because she's not as close to him as he and Terry or other people seem to be.
So she tones it down, rubbing the back of her neck. ]
While I was there, the last thing I remember before waking up there... I watched my family and friends die. They were murdered. I was murdered. I talked a little with Souji about it, and he thinks it might be because of that.
[ Grief, or something. But she knows it's also guilt and rage and fear and all these things that are so hard to deal with. Kido's always been emotional, but there are too many times now when she can't control those emotions and Nekogami refuses to come out because if he does, she'll lash out and irreparably destroy things she'll regret, and he can't let that happen. ]
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[ Honestly, the week or so after her death was and still is a haze of screaming and crying and nightmares, that she doesn't know who knows or how much and she doesn't expect Sasuke to know the details of what happened because she's not as close to him as he and Terry or other people seem to be.
So she tones it down, rubbing the back of her neck. ]
While I was there, the last thing I remember before waking up there... I watched my family and friends die. They were murdered. I was murdered. I talked a little with Souji about it, and he thinks it might be because of that.
[ Grief, or something. But she knows it's also guilt and rage and fear and all these things that are so hard to deal with. Kido's always been emotional, but there are too many times now when she can't control those emotions and Nekogami refuses to come out because if he does, she'll lash out and irreparably destroy things she'll regret, and he can't let that happen. ]