[ Reassuring look or not, Kido averts her eyes so she doesn't see it, trying hard not to cry because she can't wipe away the tears if Toki's got hold of her hands like this. But the apology does calm her down, and the words, sort of, even if she can't decide whether to believe them or believe Toki's just saying them to pacify her. ]
I'm not upset...
[ If he can believe her, with clenched teeth and looking on the verge of tears, anyways. But yeah! They're just stupid thoughts! Fake stupid thoughts like with Terry and his stupid goat man that he was just trying to scare her with, regardless of the fact that it was actually real, and this is like that too. Fake. Not real. It's still hard to forget, though. ]
Of course it's not really going to happen. I know that. I'm not stupid.
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I'm not upset...
[ If he can believe her, with clenched teeth and looking on the verge of tears, anyways. But yeah! They're just stupid thoughts! Fake stupid thoughts like with Terry and his stupid goat man that he was just trying to scare her with, regardless of the fact that it was actually real, and this is like that too. Fake. Not real. It's still hard to forget, though. ]
Of course it's not really going to happen. I know that. I'm not stupid.