[ She hates this feeling. It's something she should have gotten over with by now, and she'd thought she put it behind her, before this thing dragged all that baggage back up again. Both yes and no, it's the same as not caring whether she lives or dies, and she can feel the tips of her fingers getting colder at the thought, and she can feel Nekogami's irritation too. Wanting to die is so stupid, when her being alive against all odds is already a miracle. Sorry, Nekogami. Kido knows he wants her to live, to never give up living, but her answer is resolute this time.
Resolution is enough. Without her even touching her omamori, Nekogami appears beside her, draping himself over her shoulders and pressing his heads against her cheek, and she leans her face against his cool, soft fur. ]
I'm alright now. We don't have time to waste, so if you're alright to go, let's keep going.
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[ She hates this feeling. It's something she should have gotten over with by now, and she'd thought she put it behind her, before this thing dragged all that baggage back up again. Both yes and no, it's the same as not caring whether she lives or dies, and she can feel the tips of her fingers getting colder at the thought, and she can feel Nekogami's irritation too. Wanting to die is so stupid, when her being alive against all odds is already a miracle. Sorry, Nekogami. Kido knows he wants her to live, to never give up living, but her answer is resolute this time.
Resolution is enough. Without her even touching her omamori, Nekogami appears beside her, draping himself over her shoulders and pressing his heads against her cheek, and she leans her face against his cool, soft fur. ]
I'm alright now. We don't have time to waste, so if you're alright to go, let's keep going.