A few months ago, he'll attempt to reject that because he feels undeserving. Even now, the feeling hasn't left him at all, but he can't deny that there's something warm about it ー there's something warm about how Terry speaks. He doesn't want to turn his back on it. ]
.....Kh.
[ His sight is set to the ground below them, and he falls silent.
He knows that Terry's sincere, and that's exactly why this is so difficult. One part of him wants to pour everything, another wants to hold it all in forever and keep them locked away to Terry's oblivion. Now that Terry seems to have caught on, the latter is impossible, but... ]
...I can't.
[ Not now. Not when he just got to enjoy what it feels to exchange banters without having to worry about anything else. It's selfish of him, hiding the fact that he's a criminal. A murderer. He should know by now that he doesn't even deserve the good interactions he's been getting here, doesn't deserve to be referred to as 'a friend'. ...Oh fucking hell he's just spiraling down with this, isn't he. Great. ]
A, anyway. Let's pack up. We're done here, ain't we?
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A few months ago, he'll attempt to reject that because he feels undeserving. Even now, the feeling hasn't left him at all, but he can't deny that there's something warm about it ー there's something warm about how Terry speaks. He doesn't want to turn his back on it. ]
.....Kh.
[ His sight is set to the ground below them, and he falls silent.
He knows that Terry's sincere, and that's exactly why this is so difficult. One part of him wants to pour everything, another wants to hold it all in forever and keep them locked away to Terry's oblivion. Now that Terry seems to have caught on, the latter is impossible, but... ]
...I can't.
[ Not now. Not when he just got to enjoy what it feels to exchange banters without having to worry about anything else. It's selfish of him, hiding the fact that he's a criminal. A murderer. He should know by now that he doesn't even deserve the good interactions he's been getting here, doesn't deserve to be referred to as 'a friend'. ...Oh fucking hell he's just spiraling down with this, isn't he. Great. ]
A, anyway. Let's pack up. We're done here, ain't we?