But Yuya will buy him another one later to make up for it, maybe. Right now he trudges with determination, maid costume forgotten as he drags Kano from the buildings and down one of the short hills to a spot between trees that's a little out of the way.
There he stops in the shade, shoulders tense before he turns and quickly throws his arms around Kano's waist, holding firm as he leans over his hide his face against his shoulder. It's as much to force Kano to stay in place as it is a comfort. He lets the silence linger, expecting Kano to get tense and uncomfortable as he often does.
Yuya lets out a breath.] ... How do you think it's going to work? Asking me to stay, to accept I matter when you hate yourself so much you don't want to accept what you mean to me.
[He has to know by now, how much Yuya is someone who needs connection. Who gives love just as freely, even at the expense of himself. But Yuya always knows exactly where his feelings are.] Even now you want to hold me back from getting too close. So why won't you just let go? Do you even know why you want me to stay?
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But Yuya will buy him another one later to make up for it, maybe. Right now he trudges with determination, maid costume forgotten as he drags Kano from the buildings and down one of the short hills to a spot between trees that's a little out of the way.
There he stops in the shade, shoulders tense before he turns and quickly throws his arms around Kano's waist, holding firm as he leans over his hide his face against his shoulder. It's as much to force Kano to stay in place as it is a comfort. He lets the silence linger, expecting Kano to get tense and uncomfortable as he often does.
Yuya lets out a breath.] ... How do you think it's going to work? Asking me to stay, to accept I matter when you hate yourself so much you don't want to accept what you mean to me.
[He has to know by now, how much Yuya is someone who needs connection. Who gives love just as freely, even at the expense of himself. But Yuya always knows exactly where his feelings are.] Even now you want to hold me back from getting too close. So why won't you just let go? Do you even know why you want me to stay?