I don't want new friends. [It comes out with just a bit of whine. It isn't fair that he couldn't die the first time, because he doesn't want to keep going. Even the bare minimum he's doing for Toki feels overwhelming, which is maybe just because it's Toki but every part of him just wants to crumple and give up right here.
So he does. Sinks to his knees with a sob and gives in.]
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So he does. Sinks to his knees with a sob and gives in.]