I want to because I love them. [He wants to be worth that, to give back. It doesn't matter if someone else is supposed to. They've carried so much of his burden, and he's only every wanted to improve and be able to give it back to them, everything he's received.]

I don't want to be weak like this. I hate it. I hate what I am. If that's all I am, then I don't want to live with it anymore.