I'm fifteen. I should be growing out of it. [The end of the world is coming in less than two years, and he's supposed to be ready for it. Nana and Gongenzaka have grown out of it.]
... You try just as hard, don't you? For Ellie. You're always trying for who you love. You always go that far. [He thought Kano would understand more, that need, instead of trying to talk him down from even trying.] What's the point if I can't? Nana doesn't have this problem. Gongenzaka doesn't. You don't.
[He's always hated being so weak. Being told that's just what he is and he doesn't need to try, like he'll really change by waiting it out, is discouraging. Is this all he amounts to?]
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I'm fifteen. I should be growing out of it. [The end of the world is coming in less than two years, and he's supposed to be ready for it. Nana and Gongenzaka have grown out of it.]
... You try just as hard, don't you? For Ellie. You're always trying for who you love. You always go that far. [He thought Kano would understand more, that need, instead of trying to talk him down from even trying.] What's the point if I can't? Nana doesn't have this problem. Gongenzaka doesn't. You don't.
[He's always hated being so weak. Being told that's just what he is and he doesn't need to try, like he'll really change by waiting it out, is discouraging. Is this all he amounts to?]