I don't think anything he could have said would hurt worse than leaving me, after I agreed to stay for him. [Yuya closes his eyes, letting out a breath.]
I know it's hard. I'm hard to deal with... especially right now.
[He doesn't even want to deal with himself. Let alone expect anyone else to.
He tilts his head back, looking at the sky.] I won't be mad if he gives up on me. [Yuya still thinks that's the best thing. He's too broken to fix.] I said it'd be easier.
[At least if he gives up, then the distance is something that can be dragged between them until Kano heals. None of the start and stop, or the fear, or any of the struggling.]
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I know it's hard. I'm hard to deal with... especially right now.
[He doesn't even want to deal with himself. Let alone expect anyone else to.
He tilts his head back, looking at the sky.] I won't be mad if he gives up on me. [Yuya still thinks that's the best thing. He's too broken to fix.] I said it'd be easier.
[At least if he gives up, then the distance is something that can be dragged between them until Kano heals. None of the start and stop, or the fear, or any of the struggling.]