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Yūya Sakaki ([personal profile] hippocarnival) wrote in [community profile] cetana 2019-11-12 05:15 pm (UTC)

... That's it? [Yuya sinks back on his heels, looking very empty.] So he decided to run because of that, after I agreed to stay. Is he even trying? [A pause. And realization.] He's not even trying.

[A tremble runs through his whole body, his sight going blurry with tears--but there's no cry with them.

He shifts back, staggering to his feet.]
I agreed to stay because he kept asking. Because it's what Kano wanted. I told him to stay, because I wasn't hold on for anything else! But he couldn't even do step one!

[He shakes, his hands digging into his hair until he's pulling against it, backing away.] I said, I said It'd be easier to just let me go! He can't even bring himself to face me anyway, so what's it matter if he doesn't want it?! It's going to happen anyway because it's not worth it like this and I'm never going to get better and he's going to move on and it'd save us a lot of trouble if he'd just leave me to die!

[Because Kano's going to leave him to that, anyway. Because Yuya can't hold onto nothing, and Kano's not here, was never going to be here, doesn't actually care about Yuya, just the presence he had and he'll never have that again.

It's so pointless.

Yuya twists on his heels and runs.]

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