[Is he just staring back at vacant Toki or Toki who looks marginally like he understands...]
... Sorry, I shouldn't be putting this on you. [He lowers his head.] I just didn't know who else to ask, because he's still talking to you and... you'd understand. Second guessing everything with him.
[Being asked to stay then being left. His pain being met with a wall. Being told he's stupid and weak and to accept it, when Kano knows that Yuya hates himself precisely for those reasons... being unable to tell what's intentional and what's not. Being unable to trust Kano to stop.
But he shouldn't be burdening Toki with it. He's always told himself not to put anything on Toki, because Toki has enough to deal with, and here he is breaking that.]
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... Sorry, I shouldn't be putting this on you. [He lowers his head.] I just didn't know who else to ask, because he's still talking to you and... you'd understand. Second guessing everything with him.
[Being asked to stay then being left. His pain being met with a wall. Being told he's stupid and weak and to accept it, when Kano knows that Yuya hates himself precisely for those reasons... being unable to tell what's intentional and what's not. Being unable to trust Kano to stop.
But he shouldn't be burdening Toki with it. He's always told himself not to put anything on Toki, because Toki has enough to deal with, and here he is breaking that.]