... Yeah. [He breaks into tears, curling in on himself.] I loved him. He was my friend, a close friend, I would have done anything for him. When he asked me to stay I thought... I thought he meant it. That it was me and now how fun I was that he wanted!

[But he left him in the dark just as soon as he got that agreement. In retrospect, he didn't even agree to stay.

Being left is what hurt the worst. Being left is what toppled all of it, when Yuya pulled together just enough will to live.]