All these "could haves" and "should haves" and "would haves"--shut the fuck up.
[ He really wants to crack this wall. No matter how much strength he's putting behind it, it won't break. ]
I couldn't help if I was fucking brainwashed! You're such a fucking hypocrite. I bet Nekogami did the exact fucking thing. Fuck you, and the pretentious horse you're on. I didn't want to kill her! I never did! You're the something here and I've had enough of your bullshit and thinking you know everything, because you fucking don't!! I'VE FUCKING HAD IT WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND ANYTHING, DESPITE BEING A PART OF KIDO!
You're the one who wants to fuck off back home to die! You're the fucking same! You want to die, just like how Kido keeps dying here. But it's not like she wants to die, and you taking over will change literally nothing. You're the one that keeps saying Kido dying here is inevitable. You have no faith in her, so you have no faith in yourself by extension because you're all the fucking same, aren't you!? That's what you've been saying all along, that you're also Tsubomi Kido. You're the same fucking person! Kido has died plenty of times without us being involved, so you'll die too. You're going to fucking die alone when you do, because there will be nobody there with you. You'll have driven them all away. But I guess you won't care about that either, because all you fucking care about is staying alive while shunning everyone else, claiming to be "friends" and not forging anything meaningful with your fucking life, because you only care about yourself!
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[ He really wants to crack this wall. No matter how much strength he's putting behind it, it won't break. ]
I couldn't help if I was fucking brainwashed! You're such a fucking hypocrite. I bet Nekogami did the exact fucking thing. Fuck you, and the pretentious horse you're on. I didn't want to kill her! I never did! You're the something here and I've had enough of your bullshit and thinking you know everything, because you fucking don't!! I'VE FUCKING HAD IT WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND ANYTHING, DESPITE BEING A PART OF KIDO!
You're the one who wants to fuck off back home to die! You're the fucking same! You want to die, just like how Kido keeps dying here. But it's not like she wants to die, and you taking over will change literally nothing. You're the one that keeps saying Kido dying here is inevitable. You have no faith in her, so you have no faith in yourself by extension because you're all the fucking same, aren't you!? That's what you've been saying all along, that you're also Tsubomi Kido. You're the same fucking person! Kido has died plenty of times without us being involved, so you'll die too. You're going to fucking die alone when you do, because there will be nobody there with you. You'll have driven them all away. But I guess you won't care about that either, because all you fucking care about is staying alive while shunning everyone else, claiming to be "friends" and not forging anything meaningful with your fucking life, because you only care about yourself!