I'm not in a position to reject them. They're why I was able to survive this long... even if they're also why I was hunted in the first place.

[It's a catch-22. Even if the Blade Children did nothing, they would be suspected of scheming. And when they really did do harm, it was "because they're the Blade Children."]

But- someone told me that those who have made mistakes and sincerely worry that they may make that mistake again are more suited to understanding others' pain, and finding a way to guide them.

[Even if mistakes can also mean murder.]