Then talk to him instead! I don't want to hear all this!

[ Shadow Terry grabs a fistful of Terry's hair and pulls his head back. ]

☈  You need to hear this. You need to know what you threw away, your consequences, and who you hurt. You need to face your mistakes. The world back home may have given up on you a long time ago, but there are still people here that are willing to be with you, despite all your failures. Don't lose hope--

I'm sick of hoping.