I dunno. I asked you what happiness felt like once... It's 'cause of stuff like this.

[ He has no idea what happiness is, whether that's what he felt back then, when he thinks he was just content with things not going straight to hell. ]

It's different here, where there's nothing to do, so I just screw around with Souji all day. Back then, all I did was fight. Practically lived in the dungeons.