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cetana2019-11-13 05:03 pm
overstrain) wrote in cetana2019-11-13 05:03 pm
ten-faced, cetana version.
I - 11/17: early morning, torii dimension (locked to Sasuke)
[ Terry had been a zombie for several days, and in complete stasis, despite the numerous wounds he was bleeding from that have never healed. It doesn't look like he's been bleeding while here though and he finally opens his eyes for the first time in days. ]
Where am I...?
II - 11/17: afternoon to evening, town
[ Terry lost all his memories. Good thing he and Orien met up. Maybe Sasuke also relayed the basics to him too. Either way, Orien got him a fresh set of clothes after Terry cleaned himself in the bathhouse. He's no longer a bloody mess. Orien is being a good tour guide and telling Terry where everything is, what he did, etc. Orien is treating this like Terry has been leading a normal life here. Don't fuck it up. He has glasses on too, since Orien brought that over as well. ]
III - 11/18: morning, torii (locked to Sasuke)
[ Terry regains all his memories. Everything. It takes so much not to lash out and he's started to feel desperate after experiencing the events on the 17th. He hides in the forest and revisits the torii. Please let him in. ]
IV - 11/19: lockdown, fear floor (limited to 2 people)
[ It's a ruined city. If you've seen Terry's memory floor previously, you'll see that it's the same city as before. However, there is no ongoing destruction. Everything has already happened. You'll see three people: Terrence, who stands at a distance from the other two, Terry who seems shell-shocked by something, and... another Terry? It's Shadow Terry, making a reappearance, grabbing a hold of Terry's collar and yelling at him.
It's a mess already. There's a reason this is the fear floor. ]
V - 11/23-25: black cat house, around town
[ A) Black cat house: There is a big, fluffy samoyed dog in the crane room that's looking down at the 30+ cats and petting them with his paw.
B) Around town: And now there's a big fluffy samoyed dog prancing around town that's petting cats again. Some cats have mixed responses to the petting. If he sees you, he'll give a short howl before staring at you. His omamori is completely hidden in his poofy fur, but if you dig through his fur, you'll see a glimpse or the usual red-brown that peeks through all the white. It's like a collar with a name tag... without the name. ]
VI - 11/28-29: around... town
[ Terry woke up inside Toki's body and he is having such a bad time. You can most likely find him lying down on the ground somewhere in town for one of many reasons. ]
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[ The following is a summary of what's happening to Terry:
11/17: complete mem loss
11/18: semi mem loss
11/19-22: shadow terry
11/23-25: samoyed terry, lose sense of direction
11/23-27: petting cats
11/28-29: switch bodies with toki
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celenza ! ]
[ Terry had been a zombie for several days, and in complete stasis, despite the numerous wounds he was bleeding from that have never healed. It doesn't look like he's been bleeding while here though and he finally opens his eyes for the first time in days. ]
Where am I...?
II - 11/17: afternoon to evening, town
[ Terry lost all his memories. Good thing he and Orien met up. Maybe Sasuke also relayed the basics to him too. Either way, Orien got him a fresh set of clothes after Terry cleaned himself in the bathhouse. He's no longer a bloody mess. Orien is being a good tour guide and telling Terry where everything is, what he did, etc. Orien is treating this like Terry has been leading a normal life here. Don't fuck it up. He has glasses on too, since Orien brought that over as well. ]
III - 11/18: morning, torii (locked to Sasuke)
[ Terry regains all his memories. Everything. It takes so much not to lash out and he's started to feel desperate after experiencing the events on the 17th. He hides in the forest and revisits the torii. Please let him in. ]
IV - 11/19: lockdown, fear floor (limited to 2 people)
[ It's a ruined city. If you've seen Terry's memory floor previously, you'll see that it's the same city as before. However, there is no ongoing destruction. Everything has already happened. You'll see three people: Terrence, who stands at a distance from the other two, Terry who seems shell-shocked by something, and... another Terry? It's Shadow Terry, making a reappearance, grabbing a hold of Terry's collar and yelling at him.
It's a mess already. There's a reason this is the fear floor. ]
V - 11/23-25: black cat house, around town
[ A) Black cat house: There is a big, fluffy samoyed dog in the crane room that's looking down at the 30+ cats and petting them with his paw.
B) Around town: And now there's a big fluffy samoyed dog prancing around town that's petting cats again. Some cats have mixed responses to the petting. If he sees you, he'll give a short howl before staring at you. His omamori is completely hidden in his poofy fur, but if you dig through his fur, you'll see a glimpse or the usual red-brown that peeks through all the white. It's like a collar with a name tag... without the name. ]
VI - 11/28-29: around... town
[ Terry woke up inside Toki's body and he is having such a bad time. You can most likely find him lying down on the ground somewhere in town for one of many reasons. ]
wildcard
[ The following is a summary of what's happening to Terry:
11/17: complete mem loss
11/18: semi mem loss
11/19-22: shadow terry
11/23-25: samoyed terry, lose sense of direction
11/23-27: petting cats
11/28-29: switch bodies with toki
For any questions or anything else, contact me by PM or
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[ Shadow Terry enters the convenience store and leisurely makes his way to the beverage section to get a bottle of cold lemonade. ]
Have you considered why he'd rather die? Or does that not matter to you?
[ Because if he sees that it doesn't, he won't say anything. ]
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[ Since she's already here, she might as well pick up something too, looking over the selection of candy on the aisle next to the beverages. ]
He's told me about it. Thousands of years of being forced to kill people he doesn't want to kill. People who hate him trying to kill him all the time. The people he loves inevitably die and leave him alone again. Orien—
[ Oh. She glances over at Shadow Terry, and then back to the candy. Whatever. Whether or not Orien wanted to keep it a secret he'd talked about Terry with her, sorry. She grabs a bag of peach gummies. ]
Orien said he hated himself, and he hated the world. It's no wonder, after all that. Then he comes back here and with the whole Shadow thing, I more or less kick him in the balls when he's already down. So, no wonder. I can't believe he thinks nothing went right before, though. That really pisses me off. However short a time it was for him compared to everything else, my time with him meant a lot to me. And I'm selfish, so even if I get why he wants to die, I don't want him to.
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It's that thing where you focus on a single negative while ignoring all the positives. It wasn't like that before. I'm sure you know that too. He was pretty torn about the three of you dying.
[ Shadow Terry pays for his bottle of lemonade and opens it immediately to drink it. That's some real good lemonade. Delicious. ]
I'm glad that you more or less understand, because I think the same.
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[ It's the same with Terry. He's chosen to believe his Shadow is wrong.
Kido sticks the candy in her hoodie pocket after purchasing it, and watches Shadow Terry down the lemonade. ]
...Are you eating properly? That's still his body, isn't it? You'd better take care of it.
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[ The lemonade is just what the Shadow likes... lol. ]
There's still a small part of him aside from me that doesn't want to do this. If he didn't care at all, he wouldn't have tried to throw away his memories at the last minute.
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[ It's not fine... She hopes he's not living off lemonade. ]
This whole Shadow business and throwing away his memories is him making things tougher on himself, not easier. Find the part of him that cares, and nurture it. You're him, so the bulk of the legwork falls on you.
[ And talking to people and getting their opinions isn't the same as soul searching his non-existent soul. ]
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[ So he'll have to disagree with Kido on that part at least. ]
I'm out here for a reason, and it's definitely not doing that.
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[ Terry??? She's complained about so much and he doesn't listen to her. She doesn't believe this. ]
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[ when your other self calls you out and you can't do anything about it ]
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[ ...He sort of was, now that she thinks about it, but he shouldn't be. ]
If he didn't want to do something, he could say no and I wouldn't be mad! [ ... ] For that long!
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[ He's just saying all this like it doesn't affect him, because it doesn't. ]
But that's not why he's totally whipped.
[ lol ]
Would be nice if he could just submit regarding this though.
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Yeah, it would. But he doesn't need to listen to me. I just want him to be able to talk to me without being scared of me.
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[ He sighs and downs some more lemonade. ]
He's scared of you rejecting him.
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[ He really is like an only child. He's like how she used to be when she was really little terrified of people hating her and rejecting her even after she'd met her sister who said she wouldn't. It would have been nice if Terry could grow up in a family like hers; Kano would definitely drive Terry crazy, but he'd get along with Seto and Mary and he'll get to see that people fight and reject each other and come back. Thousands of years. She refuses to believe he's never argued with Orien or Lily. ]
...You did your best to drive me away last time, didn't you? You told me everything he was afraid to tell me, thinking they're things I would reject him for if I knew. That's not what I was most mad about; it was the fact that I had to hear it from you. Coming back those two times, after everything you did to me and everybody else who came to see you, it was stupid. But I don't regret coming back. He's done so many stupid things, but I'm still standing here talking to you. So why is he still afraid?
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[ He did argue with Orien and Lily, but never to this scale of things... To the point people rejected his right to live. Shadow Terry begins wondering if Kido actually realizes the weight of all this and how rejection like the one her Shadow threw at him is a lot heavier than a petty argument as to whether ionized salt should be bought or not. ]
You can ask him when he comes back out, whenever that's going to be.
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[ It feels like he's dodging, which makes her /:
Of course she knows that her Shadows was a bigger deal than ionized salt, which was also an argument she was prepared to throw down for. But if she's just going to get "don't know"s from the Shadow, she'd rather talk to Terry himself, whenever that's going to be. ]
It'd better be soon. There's a lot going on right now, and I want him to be a part of it too.
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[ He throws the bottle into the trash bin and turns to leave. ]
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[ But she gets it, fine, she's not going to get anything more out of the Shadow, so she huffs and turns back towards the occult shop herself. ]
You're listening, right, Terry? Come home. We all miss you.
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Shadow Terry sighs, since Terry sure is working up a storm in his head right now. He misses everyone, but he feels that he doesn't deserve to go back. Sherry thinks it's stupid, but despite everything, it did help Terry... a little.
time for kido to punch terry in the next thread ]